sakit segalanya ~

haih , 2011 dah nak habis , 2012 nak masok , rase mcm , perasaan nihh bercampur baur . 

takut ade , sakit hati ade , rindu ade (hehe) , terkilan ade , rase mcm nak mara ade , rase mcm gembira pon ade , rse terkejot pon ade jugak . hoh ` whtever ~ . semua rse ade berkenaan dgn tahon nihh . skrang , dah ade kaitan dgn Indonesia , ya laah . hari tuhh mention nak balik Indonesia , ibu mara . tak tau kenapa , adeh , nak kate malas amik exam , tak jugak , nak kate rajin , pon tak jugak ~ , hurm . Pnjang nyea aku rase smnjak 2 mnjak nihh , mksud aku , perjalannn hidup . Please be faster ? , nak tunggu umo habis SPM , nak stay Indo for awhile , rindu dgn Haura , Vania , Vanessa , Mikal , Zaidan , Fawwaz , and Luvvy - Duvvy , (Nafis) :)

tp ibu nmpk mcm mara bila aku ckp psl Indo , yeah , ibu ckp dia tak sukaa keadaan sana , Macet lagi (jam) . dengan kotor , and such anything , but bg aku , bukan itu sumaa yg aku nak , aku sukaa klau orang yg boleh betah ngn aku , anggap aku nihh sbehagian dri hidup dia , btw , diorang pnggil aku kakak . Arghh , so sweet laa honey . Kt sini , hurm , sumaa memilih . aku ade adik angkat pon , serupa mcm tak . Aku nak tunggu ibu aku nihh pon ade Baby baru , wallahuallam , itu terserah ALLAH . cause actually , aku suka budak kecik , b ut aku kurang sukaa baby . sbb susah nak bercakap ngn dia .. :) , hurm , ape 2 jelahh . However , live the life ! :D <3

Indonesia !

Hey there , now , i'm having a holiday at here . I thought here such troublesome place  , but no .. 

Deep inside my heart , such a lovely place ever . But i don't like some of those people ,  like to asking a TIPS ! . after they help each other , than the ask some 1000 rupiah's money . haha ! such funny . macam tak ikhlas pulak . hoho ! by the way, the price here , not so expensive like there .. but however . I love Here ! ;D

Buku nie baru beli tadi , 22 December 2011 . Rate : 5stars , 

Biar Bidadari Mencemburui Dirimu hadir istimewa untuk wanita yang dambakan kedamaian atmosfera syurga . Betapa wanita solehah tidak pernah alpadalam setiap sedutan nafas mereka , demi memburu nikmatnya. Kudusnya mereka sehingga membuatkan para bidadari mencemburui , dek menyaksikan mekarnya cinta para suami.

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Antara kupasan yg menarik ialah ;

->Isu kepimpinan , waris dan agama

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->Kategori cinta manusia

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->Keagungan seorang ibu

Jadikan Biar Bidadari Mencemburui Dirimu ini sebagai panduan bagi memahami teman seperjalanan . 

Syurga ,...... destinasi abadi .

Create by : Salim A. Fillah ..

(titeww tulis jea kat belakang buku nie .)

Sincere ,

Last Kiss by Mariah Carey

Baby I know this
Know this, know this
Aint gon’ be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
Aint gon’ be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
Feel so empty inside
Since our last kiss goodbye
Picture you in my mind
And I can’t seem
To rationalize
The way we let it end
It just don’t make no sense
This can’t be happening
I need you back again
Everybody
Asking questions
Like we’re some kind
Of obsession
For the millionth time
Asking I’m like
“Uhh, let it rest”
Can I get
A minute to breathe
They’re like
“Nope
What’s up with you
And so-so?”
But in my heart
I know this
Ain’t gon’ be
Our last kiss
It’s too big
We just can’t quit
What you think this is
Our love
Will always exist
Oh, listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin’
What we got is still
Somethin’ somethin’
Oh, this feeling
It’s too good to miss
And ain’t no kiss
Gon’ ever be
Our last kiss
Ooh, you said
You’d never leave me
So I’ll keep believing
That eventually
We gon’ kiss away the hurt
Do it like it were
And wake up
How we used to be
Never let it go
Get it right
Bring it back home
Stay for life
Call it what you want
It’s in your eyes
We gon’ make it thru
This I’ll prove it
Somethin’ bout our love
Will not fade away
Always everlasting and
In my heart
I know this
Ain’t gon’ be
Our last kiss
It’s too big
We just can’t quit
What you think this is
Our love
Will always exist
Oh, listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin’
What we got is still
Somethin’ somethin’
Oh this feeling
It’s too good to miss
And ain’t no kiss
Gon’ ever be
Our last kiss
Baby I know this
Know this, know this
Aint gon’ be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
Aint gon’ be
Our last kiss
Last kiss, last kiss
In my heart
I know this
Ain’t gon’ be
Our last kiss
It’s too big
We just can’t quit
What you think this is
Our love
Will always exist
Oh, listen to me
Boy you know we trill
So stop frontin’
What we got is still
Somethin’ somethin’
Oh, this feeling
It’s too good to miss
And ain’t no kiss
Gon’ ever be
Our last kiss

P/s: I never do this sin 'thang' okayy ! I just addict to this song . ;)
Sincere ,

Stinky !

Tak mandi , alih2 , dah pakai tudung . Woke up at 10.30AM o'clock , until now , 7.31PM , still didn't take a bath ! heiyooo ! >,< , my parents no at home , they go to Putrajaya to register those PATI people . Hoho . I'd lied them , they ask me to read a book , but I told to them , I have . I just read Science books , not one , but ALL the Science books tht I hve read . Haha ! LIAR .. Okayy , I got to go , wnt to eat and 'mandi' ! huh !

Sincere , 

Imy , Kak Chipp . :D

Nur Asyfa Suhaimi <3

Akak , Wawa rindu kat akak ! ;'( , ingat lagy , nie time kita ade jamuan aspuri and aspura . Wawa kalau 

ade ape2 probs , sumaa cerita kat akak . And akak selalu bg sokongan kt Wawa even akak tau  klau ade 

dlm ssuatu hal , Wawa yang slh . Dulu Wawa slalu tido ngan akak , since ade orang buat cite psl Wawa ,

Wawa tak tido ngan akak dah , sebab dia ckp Wawa nk rpt ngn Upper Form ade sebab , padahal dia yg 

rapat , siap mengutuk Form 2 yang lain lagy  . Tapy tak , dah lupaa dahnpon pasal tuhh .Lepas nie akak

dah takde dahh , tak dpt nak borak malam2 , dulu time ngan Nas , Wawa slalu cite psl diaa kt akak . 

Akak jer yg faham Wawa . However , thanks akak . Sebab sudi jadi kakak Wawa selama 10 bulan . ;D , 

sayang akak sangat2!

Sincere ,

qwertyuiop ~ ! :D

Yes , i know , I admit tht I'm an Egoistic ! wht the fish !

According to this song , (playing now) , I hope those reading this post now , can know wht I'm tryin' to tell it . It Hurts , right ? Life , it just not like a feather , so easy to blow up .. No way ~ . Hahah ! Stop laah ! After this , i'm gonna rubbishing all the time , hehe !xD

Sincere ,

Wawa :D ♥

Woah , mengantoks ! Heh , I just came back from tuition class kt rumah aku , Seremban . Tadi , buat essay English , teacher sroh tulis adjective , psl:

Teacher: "what bicycle does you know to put in this essay" ,

budak2 nie diam . Then , aku dgn tak segan silu nyer ckp r ,

Me: 'Fixie' teacher !" "O"

Budak2 nie pndang r aku , then muke diorg seolah olah mcm tak tau ape bnde tuhh ?

yg sorang lagi pulak , ckp , HAH !?Tp kann , aku rse diorg mmg tak tau laa Fixie tuhh ape . hehek . tp sekurgnye budak2 nie diorg tak main bnde yg dah lme nak update balik , mcm contoh nyer , Elmo laah , itulaah , inilaah ..

Keluar jer dari tuition , aku dgr budak llaki nie b'borak ,

Budak :"weyh , kau ade game psp baru ? aku nyer bosan r ."

dalam hati aku ..

Me:" woah ! loaded r kau nie , mmg tak kuno . haha ! "

klau au dtg jer skolah , (al-maklum laah , aku knn stay hostel,) , balik2 dgr psl wrne Fixie , handle Fixie nak rembat mne , beli brape ratus .. haih , mcm2 .. +.......+

~ tahap sabar kena ada ! :D

(tak tahan mate kene panahan flash :D)

Rase mcm hiba sgt hati nie ... Ye laa , manusia , rambut same hitam , hati ? lain2 , hurm .. dan mulut pon , lain2 jugakk kann ? sorang ckp lain , yg sorang lagi ckp lain .. kene laa trime , wlau mcmmana pown , bnde tuhh ttp cerite . haha ! (still lagi bole gelak , padahal hati nie sakit sgt2) . masalah ? itu laah 1 cubaan yg Allah buat sbvb nak tau samada umat dia still lagi bole beriman kt Dia or tak . Tp , alhamdullillah , aku boleh tangani semua tuhh dgn tenang lagi , buat masa nie , takde laa , tahap nak bunuh dri or lari rumah . Whatever ~ , just forget about it .. takpe laa , kalian harus bersabar atas apa yg berlaku , okayy ? jadikan semua masalah itu , suatu perkara yg positif , dan INDAH ! ;DDDDD . !

Sincere ,

Wawa :D♥

hak3 . :D

Hey there , who were loyal to see this Memoirs , today until whenever , no post okayy ?

(struggelling for Next Year education) ..;))

Sincere :

Wawa:D

Hostel ! ;))

it's my Avatar ! bebehh ! hak3 :D

''O

C.R.A.Z.I.N.E.S.S

arrw , memang ! haha !

this budak ! urgh , mmg tak de keje ..-.-"

Captain of N.Sembilan's Football :)

Fixie Bicycle ! Hahah !

Negeri Sembilan football player's transport

H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S

the moment when we celebrate Negeri Sembilan's Victory

in Football Cup defeating Terengganu .

this : never forget !

with Wanie .

haish ... hurm ? err , you get me speechless .. haiyaa .

School holidays ; i hve nothing to do , wnt find some works , photographying ? at where ? urgh , KL ? jaoh tuhh .. balik , Shah Alam ? nnti terjumpe .... , lagi susah . look , i'm tryin' to live my life , but i don't know how to goes it ... it's too difficult , but as Muslim , just pray , do good deeds for hereafter , ask an apologize to people tht you had make his/her anger . and , such all .. -.-"

N.J ; look , i'm so sorry . about ? before this , *lupe daa* .. tak sngke kau mara kt aku . . ye laa , mungkin aku terlalu beria sgt , hurm ? okay2 , "Wawa , die nak jd bestie kau r , jgn r buat psl ngn dia , ikut hati , mati , ikut kata , binasa . haish . princip , don't make people angry to you , get it ? " , sorry again ...

Sincere :

Wawa :D

Back to school ~

eeeeeeeeeeeeeee , geram ! haha ! tuhh jer aku nakk ckp !

sincere:

Wawa :D

Bom ?

Bom Fauzi and Bom Jamal ♥


Pakcik2 tua , saya rindu kt awak , suara yg mengajar kami , suara yg menegur kami dan suara yg melayan karenah kami . hihi , awak seumpama ayah saya , wlaupown mude lagi . haha ! :P

(mcm keling , ayt !)


Bom jamal , die baik , cume die suke ckp 'kau aku' ngn ktorg , ish3 .. ala , gmble r tuh , tp mulut die xkurg ajr , cume die x reti gelarkn diri die ..hihi , ape laa bom nie..gmbr nie aq cilok kt abang comel , (adelah) .. time nie ktorg kt lapang sasar mnyala kt Port Dickson , time nie time kotrg ade taklimat ntok tatacara time prtndingn menembak brlngsung ..


Bom Fauzi pulak , nothing to say . die xrpt ngn aku , hehe . :D
miss this people : Bro Ifwat , Bro Faez , Bom Azmi(a.k.a.Sakai) , Bom Mail , Bom Nizam , Bom Pian ,
Bom Madlie , Tuan Naim , Sarjan Jamal and Bom Fatihah and Bom Hidaya :)

Sincere ,

Wawa :D♥

I just came back from PKBM'S Camp Peringkat Negeri , and if God gives me a miracle , so I can go to Peringkat Kebangsaan , but act.. Sargeant Jamal didn't allow me to go cause I'm still under 15 y/o .. Argh , u think I care bout that , yahh ? I know that I'm the one those much faster and capable to do the Merentas Halangan thang , hahah ! ( be perasan for awhile) , but it's true what ! Bom Jamal told that I can go to Kebangsaan , but act.. The reasons that I wnt to go is , I want to met Bom Jamal , Bom Nizam and Bom Mail . I miss them alot ! And what I've heard from them , next year they won't teach us Kawad anymore , but the new Bom will taught us . NOOOOOOOOOO ! I don't want ! Hurm , and the good news is , nest year I'll get pangkat of Sargeant and I'll be the squadleader , heeehayy . ;)

 arghh ! baru balik r ! penat kowt ! haiyoo .. look , esok dh nk fly away pg Lapang Sasar , Mantin .. ntok kem PKBM , haha ! terok nyer aku nie , hurm , about last week , aku decide nk pinda , then x jd . haha ! cause pker2 blek carier aku mcm mne ? dh laa kt negeri nie sng nk jd atlet .. hurm ?

look , smpai skunk aq still confuse nk jd ape , atlet ? famous photographer ? soldier ? arghh ! bnyk sgt doe !

well , ibu sroh blaja ,klau rajin , nk ape sume dpt , smpai kn bkn kite yg cri kerja , nie kerja yg akn cri kite . bahaha ! (actually , mate aku dahh nk thp buta dahh , cause ngntok ,gila doe !)

about 1 week aku exam , haha ! caye r , aku meniru , kecuali ;

->sejarah 

->english ( bt ape aq nk meniru , aku dh pndai ! :P)

->geography

->civics

and 

->P.jasmani and rohani .. bla2 .. haha !

the rest , i have too . xD . penat r nk mnghafal .. nk diikut kn , aku nk cover form 3 nyer lesson , but , xtau bila .

ye r , asyik busy ngn Photography , sports and hal aku sndiri . xP..Okay2 , dahh laa . penat gilaa gaban nie . kayy ..

Salam ...:)

( Having a holiday at Port Dickson :) )

Day by day , I'm getting sick of this problem . Don't ask me anymore what I'm having it !

He ask me to go home , and I don't want it ! Cause he's already lied to me and my mother ! There's no way chance anymore that you wnt to take to ask us to go home ! never !  in fact , you'll be honest to me and mother that you're the liar ! 

Dear MRR :(

(I'm already lost of you but I'm missing you now :C)

Dear MRR , I knew that I'm not apart of your life anymore , but I'm still missing 

you . :( , since I'm going to boarding school , so many memories that I'd remind back . Why can be like that ? I'm very know well that you are Erra's babylove , but I still in love with you ..I'm really sorry cause I do this thang ! D; ♥

Do I mind bout that ?

You just find what people's mistakes , but you can't find what is your mistakes . and , do i care bout that ? don't think that I'm too stupid for you , okay ! sorry if I tell you this , cause I don't like the way you judge us . :/ .

hurmmmmm :(

Lots De Rire , I miss you all so do much , sayang . :'( , i didn't know why I thought I wnt to change to the old school or change another boarding school , O Allah , why can be like that? 

hurm , I don't know what to say to my parents why I want to move to another school , isn't because of Aspuri or because of situation at school , but my classmate were be nice at me , hurm ? :'( , wht I need to do now ?

I know was fool . sorry ..

Ya Allah , swear to you , I miss the oldies . I miss Lots De Rire♥ , I miss my Ex-Boyfie especially Razrull , Haziq and Shahiran , I miss the old life and anything at S.A ! (shah alam)

but now , its kinda different life that I need to live . Living without music , phones , Mr.Lappy , Missy CanCan , and anything that I had now . Probably , I will move to Singapore if my stepdad and mom allow me to go , to continue studying Photographiying Lesson .

Seconds by seconds , I need to pray for my healthness to take care of my parents .

Minutes by minutes , I need to say to people that I can do anything that I can't

Hours by hours , I need to remind what is the thing can make me happier to live

and

Day by day , I need to redeem the mistake's that I've done .

P/s:I'm not happy with my new life at all , O Allah

may you give me a happiness to live this life .

Kene Pulau !

Fuckin' damn muich gilaa !

Ade ker patot ! ***** **** pulau kan kitorg ! there's no point lngsung ! -_______-

useless nyer laah hai , dh laa suruh budk bwh buat itu ini , tp die , xreti nk appreciate kitorg ! langsi btol !

tulis psl ktorg kt baju yg kene conteng , ckp budak bwh mcm bangang ! die lg r , xprnh nk time ksih kt kitorg ! adoyai ! bt lemak tol ! , just be wait ! one day , kitorg akn ubah blek ape yg korg bt ! -,-

Sorry2 , take a picture with no scarf ( don't be such holy girl ) , haiyoo ..

See that Totoro , i'll give it to you Mr.MDBH . hahaha ! it means ,  iloveyou a lot ! haha ! kan kita aspuri & aspura , gamble laa dear , if kak shira and others pown bole , ape sala nyer kite rite ? ohoh , i warn you Pak Cik Tua ! keep this Totoro as I keep this SO LONG TIME ! dapat bnde nie dri darjah 6 kowt ! jgn men2 , hahha !

Walahhh ! :D

Muhammad Daniel Hardy ! 

P/s : I Love You , Koloy ! :D

(sorry , nme orientasi asrama okay) :D

2.2.11:)

maaf :)

sorry , thun nie aq xder azam . sbb thun2 sbelum nie azam aq belana ! tp habuk pown xder , tp aq ade 1 jer azam , iaitu ? 

:-aq xnk prngai lame dtg blek , hehe :D aminn :)-: